OOOPPPPZZZZ..I did it again!

    I did it again..not updating my blog for a long period of time.. Even im unsure whether its just me losing interest on writing or is itt because im too lazy or because im too tired and caught up with college and assignments??? I think its all of the above..haha!! I know i made a resolution for 2011 and one of it is to update my blog often but i FAIL!! lol

    Well,i am back now..sorry people for not updating it for almost a month plus as I have been busy with my assignments and bla...bla..blaa..Ok no more bragging this time,its the same old story i wud say everytime i dun update my blog and come back to it after a long time..

    I have so many stories actually but I guess its no more interesting as the stories are a month old and I dont have the time to write it down now..I will start to update on a weekly basis and if Idont pls SLAP me! I keep making fake promises which is nt good.. :p

    I am updating my blog from my college library which im nt supposed to be doing and I have a test at 12 and im nt studying!! arghhhhhh..!!!!!!!! hate tests!

ok got to go..will be back soon..CHOW!!!

FUCK YOU!!!!

TAKE A BOW and CUT THE CRAP dude!!

The most meaningful song I have ever heard so far and it is so true for all those cheaters and liars out there..


Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oh, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah


You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out


[Chorus:]
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow



Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talking' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)


[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow


Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

So de-motivated!

     I seriously don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I felt so de-motivated that I felt like something in my head was saying "I can't do it, I am nt going to get what I want, I will fail " and all this nonsense!Seriously,this is not the first time I am going through this and it has been such a long time since I felt this way..Felt like a complete loser and so down.I just hate this and I dont want this feeling to haunt me anymore..Go away from me you stupid voices in my head!!! I am sorry to whoever that I was grumpy today. I am so sorry..

     Plus, VALENTINE'S DAY is coming but it is just another day for me to tell you the truth. However, that dumb feeling of not celebrating it with someone and oh yeah,in my case,never celebrated it with anyone special. That feeling of loneliness is somewhere in my head and I am trying to avoid it. Avoiding it is hard as it is everywhere I go. People talk about it, people ask me about it and it is everywhere. Just waiting for it to end and I just find this whole valentine thingy so cliche. The value of Valentine's has gone as people are interpreting it in many different forms these days. Besides,love should be expressed everyday and not only on this particular day..

    

     Anyways,this year I am going to celebrate it with my best friendssssss.... I prefer doing it with them as I know their love is more pure and they are going to be there for me.. :-)

     

     Till then, it is just another day..

My new haircut..Rocker Chic!!!

     I just had a haircut 3 days ago..Not an ordinary trim or just a haircut but a freakin short haircut and a new hairstyle..Woohoo!! now I am lookin like a rocker chic!! ;-) I feel so free with this super-short haircut and I feel the new me..It is like a new start to a new me in this new year..Cool ryte???
     Everyone was like why this short?? What made u do this?? I really couldnt answer those questions because there were too many answer in my head..TOO MANY!!
     I can list down all the reasons now..hahaha!!!

• First is coz I just wanted a new look for my face..
• Second was because my hair was dropping too much and I had some serious scalp problems..
• Third was because I wanted to get a new hairstyle,was really bored with my hair which was nothing but a bad-hair-day-everyday!!
• Fourth was because I have always wanted to have Rihanna's short haircut, I dont know why bt I have loved her hairstyles since her first song. Not now of coz cause her hair looks bad in her newest album..
• Fifth was because my sister wanted to try the new hairstyle on me..She has always wanted to do this hairstyle but because of her job,she cant have it..LOL!
• Sixth was because I feel like having a new start to my life this year..Forget the past and have fun now..

      All i did was to go to the hairdresser,showed the style I wanted and just did it..No second thoughts at all and I am loving it!!! Weeeeeeeeee!!!
Check out my new hairstyle on my fb ok.. :-)

Emo much??

I hate when emotions take over me..I always try to get over it and be positive and try not to think about it but well, my emotions are so strong that it just sips into me like a poison and make me feel so sadddd..
And now im feeling emo all of a sudden...Damn i hate ittttttttt....
I just hate this feeling...
I just hate being emo...
I just hate being taken for granted...
I just hate when I am underestimated...

I effing hate this dumb feeliiinggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!

Leaving On A Jetplane

Love this song so much..


All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go,
I'm standing here,
Outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say Good Bye.
But the dawn is breakin', It's early morn`,
The taxi's waiting, blowin' his horn.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go.

So many times, I let you down,
So many times, I played around,
but I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I sing for you.
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring.


So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go.


Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time, let me kiss you,
Close your eyes and I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come,
When I won't have you leave alone,
About the times, when I won't have to say,


So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go......

Will you cross the skies for me??

I was watching this tamil movie Vinnaithandi Varuvaya ( Will you cross the skies for me) just a few hours ago. Gosh the movie never failed to make me cry after countless times watching it. I somehow feel so connected to the movie though there is no resemblance to my life in any way at all. The movie is just awesome and I dare to say this movie is one of the best Tamil movie that I have ever watched. The story is so beautiful and the way the story is narrated throughout the movie is just amazing. The director has really did a good job on the movie and the music is just on top of the world....
Gosh I just love this movie..Never got bored of this movie after so many times watching it and i will never get bored...


I am waiting for you to cross the skies for me.. :-)