So de-motivated!

     I seriously don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I felt so de-motivated that I felt like something in my head was saying "I can't do it, I am nt going to get what I want, I will fail " and all this nonsense!Seriously,this is not the first time I am going through this and it has been such a long time since I felt this way..Felt like a complete loser and so down.I just hate this and I dont want this feeling to haunt me anymore..Go away from me you stupid voices in my head!!! I am sorry to whoever that I was grumpy today. I am so sorry..

     Plus, VALENTINE'S DAY is coming but it is just another day for me to tell you the truth. However, that dumb feeling of not celebrating it with someone and oh yeah,in my case,never celebrated it with anyone special. That feeling of loneliness is somewhere in my head and I am trying to avoid it. Avoiding it is hard as it is everywhere I go. People talk about it, people ask me about it and it is everywhere. Just waiting for it to end and I just find this whole valentine thingy so cliche. The value of Valentine's has gone as people are interpreting it in many different forms these days. Besides,love should be expressed everyday and not only on this particular day..

    

     Anyways,this year I am going to celebrate it with my best friendssssss.... I prefer doing it with them as I know their love is more pure and they are going to be there for me.. :-)

     

     Till then, it is just another day..