FUCK YOU!!!!

TAKE A BOW and CUT THE CRAP dude!!

The most meaningful song I have ever heard so far and it is so true for all those cheaters and liars out there..


Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oh, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah


You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out


[Chorus:]
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow



Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talking' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)


[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow


Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

So de-motivated!

     I seriously don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I felt so de-motivated that I felt like something in my head was saying "I can't do it, I am nt going to get what I want, I will fail " and all this nonsense!Seriously,this is not the first time I am going through this and it has been such a long time since I felt this way..Felt like a complete loser and so down.I just hate this and I dont want this feeling to haunt me anymore..Go away from me you stupid voices in my head!!! I am sorry to whoever that I was grumpy today. I am so sorry..

     Plus, VALENTINE'S DAY is coming but it is just another day for me to tell you the truth. However, that dumb feeling of not celebrating it with someone and oh yeah,in my case,never celebrated it with anyone special. That feeling of loneliness is somewhere in my head and I am trying to avoid it. Avoiding it is hard as it is everywhere I go. People talk about it, people ask me about it and it is everywhere. Just waiting for it to end and I just find this whole valentine thingy so cliche. The value of Valentine's has gone as people are interpreting it in many different forms these days. Besides,love should be expressed everyday and not only on this particular day..

    

     Anyways,this year I am going to celebrate it with my best friendssssss.... I prefer doing it with them as I know their love is more pure and they are going to be there for me.. :-)

     

     Till then, it is just another day..

My new haircut..Rocker Chic!!!

     I just had a haircut 3 days ago..Not an ordinary trim or just a haircut but a freakin short haircut and a new hairstyle..Woohoo!! now I am lookin like a rocker chic!! ;-) I feel so free with this super-short haircut and I feel the new me..It is like a new start to a new me in this new year..Cool ryte???
     Everyone was like why this short?? What made u do this?? I really couldnt answer those questions because there were too many answer in my head..TOO MANY!!
     I can list down all the reasons now..hahaha!!!

• First is coz I just wanted a new look for my face..
• Second was because my hair was dropping too much and I had some serious scalp problems..
• Third was because I wanted to get a new hairstyle,was really bored with my hair which was nothing but a bad-hair-day-everyday!!
• Fourth was because I have always wanted to have Rihanna's short haircut, I dont know why bt I have loved her hairstyles since her first song. Not now of coz cause her hair looks bad in her newest album..
• Fifth was because my sister wanted to try the new hairstyle on me..She has always wanted to do this hairstyle but because of her job,she cant have it..LOL!
• Sixth was because I feel like having a new start to my life this year..Forget the past and have fun now..

      All i did was to go to the hairdresser,showed the style I wanted and just did it..No second thoughts at all and I am loving it!!! Weeeeeeeeee!!!
Check out my new hairstyle on my fb ok.. :-)

Emo much??

I hate when emotions take over me..I always try to get over it and be positive and try not to think about it but well, my emotions are so strong that it just sips into me like a poison and make me feel so sadddd..
And now im feeling emo all of a sudden...Damn i hate ittttttttt....
I just hate this feeling...
I just hate being emo...
I just hate being taken for granted...
I just hate when I am underestimated...

I effing hate this dumb feeliiinggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!

Leaving On A Jetplane

Love this song so much..


All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go,
I'm standing here,
Outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say Good Bye.
But the dawn is breakin', It's early morn`,
The taxi's waiting, blowin' his horn.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go.

So many times, I let you down,
So many times, I played around,
but I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I sing for you.
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring.


So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go.


Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time, let me kiss you,
Close your eyes and I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come,
When I won't have you leave alone,
About the times, when I won't have to say,


So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you wait for me,
Hold me, like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh Babe I hate to go......

Will you cross the skies for me??

I was watching this tamil movie Vinnaithandi Varuvaya ( Will you cross the skies for me) just a few hours ago. Gosh the movie never failed to make me cry after countless times watching it. I somehow feel so connected to the movie though there is no resemblance to my life in any way at all. The movie is just awesome and I dare to say this movie is one of the best Tamil movie that I have ever watched. The story is so beautiful and the way the story is narrated throughout the movie is just amazing. The director has really did a good job on the movie and the music is just on top of the world....
Gosh I just love this movie..Never got bored of this movie after so many times watching it and i will never get bored...


I am waiting for you to cross the skies for me.. :-)

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year to all my chinese friends and everyone else. It is the rabbit year so lets hope for a good year ahead.. Kong Xi Fa Caiiii..

                                            

Hello February..

Hello Everyone..

I am back after a month gap.My blog is again filled with dusts n mites..LOL!!

Have been so buzy for the past month with college. My timetable is so packed everyday because my class starts at 10am and finishes at 6pm!! Lucky for two hour breaks in between or I will be dead. But by the time I reach home it will be 7pm. It's tiring that all i wanna come home to is my bed everyday. I can't possibly do that because I as a student have assignments and homeworks to complete besides house chores. GOSH!! I am 20 and look what i'm going through..I am suppose to have fun!!! Gimme a break..

That is one reason why I have been missing from the blog atmosphere..Now since i'm on a break, I have time to blog.

So far,January was an effeddd up month for me. I know it's the New Year but a good start don't happen to everyone. It was an unhealthy start for me during New Year's as I was super-sick. Then college started and so much of drama happened in college and my life. Now i'm glad i'm out of it a little at least,not fully though. Hoping for freedom from some drama freaks and psycho's..

College was good on the 1st day but turned out to be a real nightmare from the 2nd day onwards.. The subjects that I am taking is not easy at all and we freaked out. I am hoping I can do well this time..Please oh dear goddddd...Save me from all this misery and nightmares of my subjects..This little girl needs some fun and a break and a freaking LIFE too..

The month of January ended with much emo-ness in myself and but now I am back in action..

I had a good and a happy start to this February and I hope for it to last long. I am sick and tired of sadness,emo,disappointments,drama's and much.. All I want is a happy life and I am starting it now.. Hell Yeah, I AM BACK!!